actually the current life i'm having, i'm really satisfied, or maybe i just don't need anything else, it's so much more than enough. feel like having some plans for the FUTURE, yet i always don't believe in planning. i have to admit, things go better n smoother with plan, but it's just not for all. some of the ppl do plan for something and they don't want to have any changes, they are good because they stick to the plan, just follow and everything is nice, fine and complete. for me it's just not totally so, things could be also good to be flexible as we just can't control everything, anything any changes could happen anytime, the only thing we can do is to accept whatever comes ard.
back to the topic tat i've been thinking n worried, some of the things are actually fixed as i don't think i'm able to be so different with other ppl, it's the routine. get a job, work n live n work n live. it isn't that complicated but not that simple as well, at least i'm so stunned if anyone would want me to really have the plan for this. maybe to be a bit more specific, it's tough to be working in this line, as everyone of us realized after the internship. n honestly i don't like the style to be working under this type. the first thing came to my mind while having my intern was that, i had no life, my own life. it's kind of killing the fun part of my life, which then i realized maybe i could be more suitable to be in 9 5 mode. although the working part is really exciting and challenging. the decision to be made here is rather difficult for me, yet i don't have much choices, just to go through what i've been doing all this while, or try some other things.
it might be labeled some fear on it, because seriously i enjoy the life in uni now, the time having with all the crazy uni mates, every single moments i feel good. guess i must miss what we have done, these times. haha even during exam, like NOW! we did so many things other than revision, even more than the ordinary days. weird huh? everyone just becomes so active that we can see on FB, MSN, don't deny! haha. even yesterday, went to this Korean Rest (we don't normally have Korean food, only with the bday girl) named Gu Lai Ting, the environment is good, n very typical korean food (i suppose, not very sure since i'm not a fans of it), the only thing is a bit difficult to communicate with the foreigner who served. n we're actually not very familiar with Korean type of food, some of them are kinda weird :P haha yet i just ate what i saw, that's what a pig does.
see the bacon! that's korean barbeque!
here's some chicken, looks like Teppanyaki!
the bday girl, who will nvr stop talking abt korean stuffs!anyway, it has been a while for me blogging quite a lot of stuffs...because i have a paper tmr!!! gotta be crazy here. maybe early revision still cannot count on me, what more can i say? alrighty i'm gonna get them done asap!!! wish myself good luck! till then, signing out n i myself will be looking forward to another entry soon! see ya!
1 comments:
As what I've been told, "a man’s dream is an index to his greatness." So just listen to your heart and trample on your own path. I will be supporting you even if it is an eccentric one. But, a watched kettle will never boil, don't keep yourself indulging in the reveries of the blissful dreams, make it real and show us your ability on solving probs. All the best austin ;)
cheers bud,
Jeremy Lee
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