How am I feeling

We do expect something always, although we're aware about the disappointment always comes after undone expectations. And then tend not to think about and believe bad things are really happening with several own fake reasons. At that time we do believe in good things even if they are silly enough, just to rely on something as we feel so much better having those in mind. Being better myself doesn't mean to take care of me like baby, sometimes maybe an ass kicking behind is good. So, NO!

不对

总觉得人长得越大，接触的事物多了
就会有越来越多的喜好，越来越多的意见，要求
以前小的时候什么都不知道，有什么就要什么
现在懂得多了，反而就变得难了吧
想法多了，事情就一定要变得复杂吗？
或许更加应该懂得应变，不同场合就选择适合的事物


弄巧反拙，不在能力范围之内
方法总是有很多种，不是不知道也不是不想做
或许所想的真的太多，也把事情想得太简单
想象中可以是很好，总是在以为
忘了是从什么时候开始，事情实际上变得那么不实际


知道了这个世界上，有黑，也有白
找对灰了吗？
做人不可以以己度人，我希望我会记得
在一个问题的种子旁边种下一个未知的种子，或许并不适当
那个问题的种子啊，去想一想
别把问题丢给别人，或者先解决自己的问题
雨过天晴
我应该真的很希望雨过会天晴吧
天空应该不会允许放晴，等我吧

Think No More!!

It seems to be a different night, having a different thought, different feeling, listening to Cheer Chen whom i've not been listening to for quite a while, and maybe i won't even remember what i've been writing here. Yeah i'm so sorry to my blogspot for lazing all these while and not updating it, also to Ms.Fun haha keeps chasing me to write. alright i'm listening to this song -九份的咖啡店, it's really something interesting, i'm now feeling something i've been feeling so emotionally, although it was before and so different with what i am and what i'm doing now, it's the same, from what i'm feeling. that's how music can have their magic power, that's why it's always so uniquely effective for me.


For those who's reading, you may just stop right here since i'm writing this for no reason, for no purpose, and for nothing. It's just time for me to stop thinking and just spread out whatever in my mind. i thought i would be so busy today but ended up i've been staying here for the whole day, and maybe that is why i've so many things to bla bla bla here. well not so many things, just some shits. although i'm not very sure where all these shits come from, and what they really are.


i know this is really nothing, just let it be, once, nothing. 面对镜子里面的自己，话不投机~~