We do expect something always, although we're aware about the disappointment always comes after undone expectations. And then tend not to think about and believe bad things are really happening with several own fake reasons. At that time we do believe in good things even if they are silly enough, just to rely on something as we feel so much better having those in mind. Being better myself doesn't mean to take care of me like baby, sometimes maybe an ass kicking behind is good. So, NO!
It seems to be a different night, having a different thought, different feeling, listening to Cheer Chen whom i've not been listening to for quite a while, and maybe i won't even remember what i've been writing here. Yeah i'm so sorry to my blogspot for lazing all these while and not updating it, also to Ms.Fun haha keeps chasing me to write. alright i'm listening to this song -九份的咖啡店, it's really something interesting, i'm now feeling something i've been feeling so emotionally, although it was before and so different with what i am and what i'm doing now, it's the same, from what i'm feeling. that's how music can have their magic power, that's why it's always so uniquely effective for me.
For those who's reading, you may just stop right here since i'm writing this for no reason, for no purpose, and for nothing. It's just time for me to stop thinking and just spread out whatever in my mind. i thought i would be so busy today but ended up i've been staying here for the whole day, and maybe that is why i've so many things to bla bla bla here. well not so many things, just some shits. although i'm not very sure where all these shits come from, and what they really are.
i know this is really nothing, just let it be, once, nothing. 面对镜子里面的自己,话不投机~~
Yea i've been lazing for quite a while, it was to be called lazy, i seriously haven't done anything in meaning. At least nothing i can find when i try to look around what I've done. It was all dota and series, how cute! Yea Laci (Rachy) you're right, cobwebs are all around, i took time to clear everything :) Now i remember the day we cooked and ate together, it was so warm and I'm so glad i was there, so is ms.fun!
Although i wanted so much to spend time to think about many things, ended up dota won everything. LOL as i started to update this, i know it's gonna start to lose, at least sometimes. Just had an empty Christmas, i can't imagine how the coming new year will be, and i'm still trapped at home, by myself. I wonder why i would suddenly become emo, as i didn't really have anything to worry about, or they are coming out from the hidden.
This is why we call Zero, we have nothing right now before we start to build up everything, just like how we started when we first met. This is why we can be emo more often, and we are allowed! :D (do agree me) And it's also the time for us to check up everything, to fix things that we found problem. All these take times, at least for me it takes very very long time, i realise i have so many things to fix, even before i find out what they are.
As usual, must share something.
These 2 are the final assignments, i guess so.
took this after her haircut, Lalalolatinaloh!
so sad i was driving, couldn't keep my eyes on this.
Sampai sini saje lah, I'm gonna get things done! See ya around!
Ms. Fun you gotta believe me that i really wanted to update my blog for days and weeks, lol i was just too busy (meaning lazy) and i really wanted to update my blog on the 14th nov then it will be exactly 1 month of Austin's updates LOL! it's not too bad for a month's absence, at least i have more stuffs to share kaka! so it's like a summary of what happened within a month, OCT and NOV, which i now look back but don't seem to remember anything. only 2 main things i guess.
Short sem is always rushing people to hell! told myself to enjoy this last time for having fun in classes, spending time with mc family, being mean with queen tee(actually she's the only one), and a lot more! but we are already in hell before we realise, how sad is that. still, the feeling of accomplishment is so great especially with you people LOL! just that the more we've finished, the closer we're to the world. it's the indication telling us that we have to get ready by now, no more excuses to say 'I dON'T KNOW'!
somehow i have to relax myself before stepping into reality! LOL! these photos are gonna be so useful to remind me about my time :D (ok here it comes with pictures, hope it wasn't too long, alright Calvin?! :P)
it was located in One Utama around Halloween season, haha we've got our free Lychee Cooler!! since then i fall in love with juice works :P
went to this OctobeFest for our news shoot, they are so friendly :D
days like these have become dull, which i actually think it's quite a good timing for myself to sit down quietly and think of something seriously. this is the last week of my semester break, well i have only 3 weeks in fact, why am i not surprised i'll be back to school soon. i don't really remember what i've done in the past 2 weeks, gosh already 2 weeks, kinda hard to believe it.
i was reminded abt 1 scene, therefore searched in youtube and i found this...
personally think the soundtrack is great, just a little thing to share :)
start missin those cute faces and i couldn't get to see all of you guys for weeks, guess that's why life isn't as cool as how we decide what to eat, which class to skip, where to go after class, or who to do all the typing job or preparin slides, and all. but i'm kinda sure i'm so gonna complain a lot for doin too much of these, coz we are doin 3 subjects in the comin semester and that's really packed, even worse than how we kept rushin things in last year short sem. i'm lookin forward :)
caught 2 of the cute faces on mag
as usual, pictures of my favorite to share(Calvin will complain if too much of texts!)
Ozdinc, such an unique name given by besties, which i actually somehow resisted this name and turned into my favorite eventually! :D
This is someone who just reached his 21st (when this blog was started) and officially labeled as an adult, who has been changing time after time and believes the changes will be consistently going on. Let's enjoy the journey together mates!